I haven't been able to blog lately. Lots to say...just haven't been able to get it out.
M had her 4 month check up on Dec 1st (yes, that is how behind I am). The pediatrician and the nurses are in love. She impresses them every time with smiles and showing off her strength. One nurse commented on how "solid" she seemed for just 4 months. She is growing well - 11 lbs 11 oz on the 1st and 23.25 inches long. She put on almost 2 lbs in exactly 4 weeks. This was a huge relief to me, because for most of those 4 weeks, she became VERY efficient at nursing - 4 mins/side, so I was a little concerned that she was not getting a full feeding. No need to worry about that anymore - she's just a champ at eating and doesn't mess around. :)
On the 3rd, we had her follow-up appt with the ophthalmologist. :( This is what made me retreat and not want to talk to anyone for awhile - not even on a blog. She is scheduled for surgery on her eyelid on Dec 18th. :'( It is outpatient. She will be put under and intubated (placed on a ventilator to breathe for her). The surgery is expected to last about an hour, after which she will go to recovery to wake up for about 30 mins, then we will be allowed to see her - after she wakes up and they remove the vent. She will have dissolvable stitches on her eyelid and brow.
I have not been sleeping well since this news. I can't shut my brain up. It's a pain because she has been doing beautifully at night. I am not just worried about the surgery itself - there are just so many little things surrounding it as well. For example, she's not allowed to eat after midnight the night before. Her surgery is scheduled for around 7:30-8am. This child does NOT go 8 hours without food. And while she screaming at me on the way to the hospital because she's hungry and doesn't understand why Mommy won't feed her, I may lose it. *sigh* I digress...
Anyway, I'm here, just barely functioning as I approach a day that is sure to be one of the worst of my life. I just pray that everything goes as perfectly as it can. Even if everything does, it will still be one of the worst days of my life. Please pray for us. :(
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Already been praying hon, and will continue to do so! I wish that I could make it all better, or at least even be there to support you! I HATE being so far away at times like this!
ReplyDeleteThis is mandy_moo (I just happen to be signed in as my hubby and am too lazy to switch). Loads of prayers coming your way from us!!
ReplyDeleteHey, this is my first time at the blog and I do have to admit the title fits the blog kid. I'll be praying for you and Jason during this time and especially for Madison. She is strong and everything will be ok.
ReplyDeleteMaddie will recover quick enough to watch her daddy and I play softball before I leave in June.
Love ya!